私は人間です

I love you. And I will stick around because of that. Because I know we help each other and because we've been through a lot together. You are my best friend. You mean the world to me and even if you don't take the time to think on my level I don't care, I still value you. I think that you only judge how I act. So maybe feelings never mattered at all. But they do to me. You care about a lot of things that you hide. You bury everything in plan sight and then wrap it up in laughs and jokes. You don't care about a lot of things. You are hard, but you feel soft at times. Being soft at times doesn't make you weak, even if you fear that it does. I've learned that underneath the judgments and harsh attitude is someone very raw and pure. It's difficult to explain, but underneath the layers I'm beginning to make sense of things. And I stretch out my arms to you and try to see as you see. But it's hard this time, I've been so closed off. But now I will try harder to understand you.